We all blame you for breaking us apart. But she can’t seem to blame you. 

Today my heart ached 

It told me to call you sooner than later 

I tried to convince myself to wait 

It ached until I could feel it from my head to my toes 

It told me to call you 

It wouldn’t negotiate because my heart ached harder 

I can feel it strumming & strumming 

My heart convinced me to call you 

I can’t live in fear of rejection 

My heart wants content 

Even if he won’t pick up my heart wants to heal 

My heart ached the thought of you

My heart ached cuz it longed for you 

My heart ached cuz it misses you 

My heart is missing part of you 

It’s aching for you 

I feel like part of me is missing now, & it’s gone with you. It’s hard to even smile anymore, or to laugh. I gave you a part of me that I never got back 
4.22.2016

I’m sick of always being that girl who has to always be there for some guy. Why can’t they be there for me for once. It’s like they holler when they need me. But when they don’t it’s like crickets.  I’m done. 

It wouldn’t be the same if it didn’t have your name .. 

I’m really sick of everyone 

I danced with the devil

Now he won’t stop callin 

Here I am 

Pretending im not fallin 

You are the darkness that eludes my mind

You are the darkness that decimated my peace

You are darkness that invoked my serenity

Darkness .. The cloud of my disparity

Is it you? That wants to evoke my insanity

Darkness … You dwell in my house

My mind

My body

Darkness you stole my light

Wasn’t I innocent for you?

But you happen to cross my mind

Darkness …

You stole my life

Some presences aren’t worth keeping around.

They either use you or abuse you

And when they get what they want

They’ll come back to get what they want

On my mind.

I am sick of seeing so much chaos in this world. What hurts me the most is seeing underdeveloped countries being treated like shit by wealthy countries. The main cause of poverty is the lack of education provided to our children across the globe. The government refuses to fund education and better transportation for citizens around the globe. We are too busy being brainwashed by mainstream media, by ignoring the real problems and focusing on stupid shit like celebrities and movies. We should advocate for better education, health, food, and water. I pray for a bette world. No child or mother should ever be burden by the lack of resources.